Our Beautiful Contradictions

Nothing can truly describe the exact mix of mental spice,
I feel when I look at you.
Joy and excitement and lust,
melting together inside,
colliding and fighting to create a stew.
All this I feel when I look at you.
Contrasting rivers pour over my porous membrane.
Cold shivering brain, hot sticky thought train.
A rumbling, grumbling of emotion growing in my gut rising up the throat ejaculating from the mouth
in the form of the words
"I want you"

These words will always and forever fail to express the beating complexities of my inner world.
I want you so much I love you,
I love you so much I want you.
We annoy each other more than I care to cover but also delight each other more than any other.
I am content to bask in your warmth forever!
We're pieces of the puzzle,
Fitting together unintentionally creating abstract art, So wrong it becomes right.
Breaking the bounds of normality,
an elegant dance of ying and yang,
opposites flowing into each other.
When we're together our love resonates like amplified audio from Burson!

What I'm tryna say is, someday I'd like you to be my emergency contact person.

Imperfect Passions

Passion isn't Perfect.
Its not clean,
or orderly,
or flawless.

It's Raw and
Real and
Beautiful!

I do
everything
in my life
with
imperfect
passion.
And it works
for me,
regardless
of what you
think!

So don't tell
me I can't
trim lines in my brows.
They're
meaningful and expressive.

Don't tell me
my poems don't rhyme.
If the right
words
rhymed, I would've used them.

Don't tell me my penmanship is sloppy.
I'm too busy writing for
tomorrow to give a fuck.

And don't
you dare tell
me to quiet down and blend in!

I stand out
because I was born to!
I live my life
with the
most
Imperfect of
Passions.
Because
there's no
other kind.

And no other
way.

An Immortal Feeling

Have you ever witnessed the apple fall?
Have you experienced a feeling beyond a mortals dream?
Or a look that commands the Stars to
shine?
Can you imagine a smile that humbles all that paradise has to offer?
Such a feeling chose my heart, my
dreams,
And turned my darkness, into a new sunrise, where you opened my eyes to a beautiful new world
That day the heavens witnessed me falling from that tree of the most coveted emotion,
To be consumed by this girl, With a voice to grace the silence of any virgin valley
A heart soft, moist, like the birth of a rainbow
With An embrace to make the bluebells of spring bow their heads
Leaving me with a desire, to stop time.
A moment of lust, to last forever
But held back are the tears, created by the fears,
Like the west wind taking her away
To a place where another happiness bloomed And my dreams followed in dusts embrace.

This lost feeling I keep locked away
Deep within my soul,
Now and then it escapes
Consuming me in hopeless longing,
A trigger for Suicidal thoughts, In the
darkness, just before dawn,
A burden to my being, never to be lifted

This emotion is my only Companion
For when my time comes
I will take this burden with me
A comfort through The Valley of
death
She was like my cinema, I could watch her all day
A thing of beauty to show God
A feeling to keep for 1 day more
than Eternity.

Its really hard to describe,
When I See her...
talk to her or...
even when I'm in her presence my heart still cries for her.....
She used to be my Happiness

Remember my tale, and cherish
what you have,
Do not pick up this pen,
go kiss your love And forget me.

Perhaps I will find my kiss in eternity.

A friend Forever, This friend I AM

I've never told you, but I Will always be there for you.
And no matter what happens, I'd be there for you.
A meer amount of days later, you're not seen, but you are missed.
When u cry at night and just need a hug... it is mom's arms that hug you and not my own.

Though I feel I Have displeased you so much that you can not even stand to talk to me on the phone, I still can't resist hugging u, the only way I know how, just so u can smile again...

I may have fallen prey to my own imagination, my own interpretation of words said by you which was but a false hope! I just hope that this didn't made one think, but rather know, that regardless... I got you!!!

To melt with you mentally and maybe a hug would keep me content fully. I'll ask for nothing more and won't take anything less.

We share ventures doing what we do. Being true individuals makes our opposites attract. Tasty sweet and earthly conversations are branded into a deep wanting for more and more intellect.

You gill, always have a kind word
no matter what the mood.
The most supportive of friends, my cheerleader.

While together, we don't have to
look for anything to get us there
moodwise. So I wouldn't even think about cheering u up, its sort of a reflex.

I hate to see you down, and had I had it my way, you'd be woken up by the sound of pebbles on your window, and greeted by the image of a really tall black gym-junkie, arms wide open!

The Phantom Limb

the phantom limb

is truly a phantom,

the ghost of my dead leg,

lingering,

as if the part that died

has affected the rest of my body,

moving through life,

 as the appendage dangles in limbo

held in wait for the rest to follow,

and the pain?

Leads me to tears and such questions as

do i go or do i stay...

Destiny lies on that missing part for dear life

in the fullest sense of the phrase

“all for one, and one for all”,

The thought is debauch and i fear my journey has neared nought