Woman Behind A Mask

Her silky deception 

pulls seductively 

words of truest devotion, 

words I yearn to hear 

As I step through 

black ink swallows me,

grotesque trap she has laid 

soul drains, turning hollow 

A haunting melody plays through my soul 

"Hey you, lost one, show me the way" 

how can I show you out 

when I am her prey?

To the woman in the mask 

who pretends she is nice 

behind slammed doors, 

facade falls, heart of ice 

Woe me at first 

you do it so well, 

loosen my reins of control 

welcome to my hell 

Dejavu forever slams my chest 

dance of ancient times

when she pulls off the mask...

The demon whispers: "you are mine"

Will This Last?

Can you tell me are we meant to be or is it just wishful thinking? 

Loving you can be such a struggle, but also a beautiful experience. 

I love you, I don't want you to leave me here alone with my fears, 

Hear my thoughts and just know I don't want you to go. 

Anytime you needed me I'd promise I'd be there. 

Tell me will this be you and me or will it only just be me? 

Will it last?

 

Will this last or are you soon doomed to be just part of my past?

Haven't seen you in a while; 

I fall into a short trial of depression every time you leave me be 

I can't see myself without you in my life 

I no longer feel so empty and hollow, 

I could never follow for you gave me the confidence to lead the way 

You'd never say you hate me, would you? 

Tell me will this be you and me or will it only just be me?

I won't ever give up on you, I love you and I promise I'll do my best to keep you satisfied. 

I've never lied to you nor have I ever deceived you. 

Believe me, I do love you. 

Yes I do, love you. 

I just have this one question for you, 

Will this last?

My Forever Flower

I once read; that if someone loves a flower, they should love it from a distance 

They should admire it, 

enrich in it, and 

Cherish it from afar! 

Just so as to not misplace it, 

taint it, or in anyway, bring about death to it, 

Detachment scar,

Or harm!  

For a flower that is loved from afar,

Is said to be loved the very best... 

Its presence alone is too blessed to be tampered with or uprooted... 

I will always love you (my forever flower) 

I willingly do so from arms length, 

with tear filled eyes and weeping lips 

Because If I could go back in time, I'd put all my trust in you (my forever flower) 

And commit my heart from petal...To stem...To original seed. 

Yet just seeing you stand firmly, 

sway steadily and blossom ever so graciously, 

regardless of storm...

Fills me with true inner peace... 

True inner peace indeed! 

Still See Her

I still see her everyday.
It's been a long time since we last talked,
But I don't think she has changed.
She still has the same smile that makes me oh so nervous,
And those eyes,
Man Oh man,
Those beautiful brown eyes,
That you can, so easily, get lost in.
She still has those cute cheeks that make you want to squish them when you see them,
And those hands,
That make you want to hold tight and never let go.
Those lips,
God those lips.
A hue of pink,
so luscious,
Tempting me to just kiss her.
But everytime I see her I have to look away,
Because, deep down, I know that she's moved on,
And even though my feelings for her haven't changed,
I know she's better off without me anyway...