Chemistry Found Without Searching

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=HZH-vZf8YEc

Yiruma - River Flows In You, please listen while reading... 

  

I found a new love 

She is not my first love but may be the last 

That I'll ever need 

If I bleed 

It might just come out as roses 

If she bleeds 

I'll be breaking noses 

And If she needs 

I'll do my best to please 

Sometimes it would seem 

As if the chemistry that alters me 

Upon doing so controls me also, 

It takes my will in its hands, 

My destiny becomes it's whim, 

So much so that I personify it 

Into something greater than me, 

But that I know does exist 

And I think:

 

That if I already turned it into a person 

And I have granted it power over me, 

That it can still go further. 

And I sing a song to that chemistry, 

That I hope it be only one with yours, 

That it go and that it come, 

That it synchronises us, 

That it finally debunks the coincidence, 

That it vanishes the intrigue, 

That so kills me, 

For I think that your elements, 

And mine, 

Really complement each other, 

Yet I cannot affirm it 

With certainty. 

I'll keep a delusion, 

An illusion, 

That's worth more than a belief. 

I'll keep a justbecause, 

I'll keep a lie; 

The chemistry I shall blame 

For this, for me, for you, for all.

But hey...

Even the magnificent moon 

displays insecurity 

in the presence of your beauty; 

on some nights, 

it sees you, 

and refuses to show it's face