She tells me to only speak,
if what I'm going to say is more beautiful than silence.
But there is no shame in not knowing what is more beautiful,
the shame lies in not finding out.
Tomorrow I will try to make better mistakes.
So I can find out what's more beautiful.
Even though I know that whatever anyone else says will never be as beautiful as you.
This feeling is unreal,
is she cute?
Yes.
But she is also crazy shit beautiful.
She told me that this is new to her
"you cool with this?"
She nodded.
Her legs went from stiff to noodle-ish.
Back to college,
I see her name.
I doodle this.
"how to make her smile?"
No need to google this.
I found new things in you,
you helped me find new things in me.
Like my words; they sound rushed,
yet still like poetry.
First day I felt discovered,
second I felt rare.
You had me drooling by the third,
the fourth I started to care.
I'm so confused, I'm torn.
I don't know what it is, you do.
Maybe it's the way,
you turn me on.
Maybe it's the way,
Your skin is seems so soft and warm.
Or maybe it's the way,
you're not even mine.
The way you make me so angry sometimes.
The urges... whenever you're around.
Sometimes It's even hard to control myself.
So instead of kissing you,
I bit my lips.
I wanna taste you,
and grab your hips, swirl my tongue around your clit.
Slithering around your body,
and your legs shivering, from all the sweat dripping.
Imma guess you love it when I tell you naughty things.
I'll know when It's the right spot, when your body sings.
Baby girl, I'm just trying to say,
I will be,
Your senses.
Your eyes.
Your tongue.
Your nose.
I will be,
Your skin.
I will be your friend.
I will be your lover.
But can you see the questions in my life?
Do you wonder what I think?
Do you really want to know?
I will soon be alone.
But loneliness is my friend.
She’s my abusive wife.
Who beats the shit out of me.
I sleep with her for now.
Until you hold me too.
Then today,
we will be okay.
A time was once spent.
thinking of an enemy
Now I only think of you.
I want to be careful
I've made sure I've failed before
I needed to fuck up,
In order to make up.
I just want to be around you.
That presence I so wish for,
the smiles the big beguile
Could I ever have enough.
Too many wishes
To find a plan
I wish I could be, your lover
Your friend, your shoulder to lean on
To be close to you
The aura of light
She is made up of words that not anyone can understand;
her mind is a dictionary of sadness and heartache,
and her heart is a poetry book for the hopeless.
She is the prettiest song,
the perfect sonnet,
the most meaningful haiku,
and the longest novel.
It takes a while to read her,
seconds to love her,
and a life time to forget her.
Her beauty is that of a million diamonds glittering in the sun
Each reflecting its own ray of light making brilliant patterns
The angels gasp in the wake of her presence
She in herself being a masterpiece of God’s work
As his giant gentle hands molded her he knew exactly who she would be
She would be the one who could make anyone stop and gasp
Who could content them just being within their arms
Making them fill with warmth through just a brush of the lips
Whose smile could light up the surrounding darkness
Whose laugh could make anyone believe they had wings
She would be the one who that someone would fall for
Who would see her true beauty in the surrounding gloom
Who would long for mere minutes with her
Who would always long for just the feel of her hand
He would know how lucky he was
He wouldn’t mistake infatuation over love
He would realize all prayers had been answered
He would simply pray “I want her to be the one”
Which so permeates your heart
I just want to be close to you
I just like being close to you..
