It's not far back
But it started with our late nights and early morning conversations.
The random occasions that turned into night caps of psychology with the hope of physical penetration is what intrigued me.
At first I only wanted to know you on a platonic level.
I want us to feel something different.
Something surreal.
Because the truth is baby, when you speak
I get a little weak.
Not just the regular to the bones weak...
The vibrating waves of your voice sends my adrenaline into a rush of multiple frequencies
It causes me to have premature ventricular contractions.
Meaning you make my heart skip beats
With your knowledge and vast vocabulary I can bet you already knew that.
But in other words I wanted us to have soul sex.
Nothing physical just yet.
Our bodies to touch but with clothes on because you haven't been fully naked until you've allowed your fears to be exposed.
Understand this isn’t a sexual prose, I suppose.
I want this poem to reroute the superficial sexual game that others have played with you.
Tonight my only intentions are for us to get high
But not with herbs even though that would be great.
I want us to be faded with nouns and verbs that speak life as I ignite this erratic twelve play because the foreplay is just for play hehehe.
Get it?
I know you do. You smart.
Eargasms that constrict our minds let our spirits bind from the moments when I forgot to pull out by not realising I was coming on too hard.
No need for protection when we experience the cerebral stimulating erections from the raw intercourse of sedated discussions.
Imagine the eruptions you’ll experience when you vibe off me.
Can you feel it yet? No?
Maybe a little deeper is where i need to go.
I need for you to feed me your thought process so I can taste your emotions
If this poem had a body you would be the brain.
So let me investigate your introspection by interviewing every centimetre of you
Reaching the climactic nude of this conversation by deep stroking into your deepest seas so I can see exactly what lies inside a divine intellectual mind
You will make the seven wonders wonder where they went wrong
Even I, you've made discovered words I never knew I could use all along.
A love for poetry we share that's so vividly deep even the four oceans will be jealous of its depth.
I want us to be in depth with each other.
I want my thoughts to wrestle with your feelings and your questions play hide and go seek with my answers.
Oh please, suffocate me with your beauty
Ravish me with your glorious laughter so I feel the sensations from two individuals making fun with the hope and prayer of happily ever after.
I want us to stargaze under Jupiter’s, well that's too far, so earth's moon as we stare into the solar system trying to combine our souls with this miraculous system.
Let’s touch each star as we track down a meteor shower and shower each other with laughs for hours until you’ve fallen asleep on my chest
And the best part of it all will be watching you sleep
Because as you lay here on my chest
I have dreams about your dreams
Then realise how jealous I am because your dreams can see parts of you that I’m still dying to meet.
So if I am someday privileged to make this come true, you must allow me to fall in love with you all over again
